Self shock

Last friday it was young justin's birthday week - friend of mine
and i didnt know there was a plan to celebrate his birthday , weird rite ? even friend or should i say ppl who know me dun wan to tell me to go join with more than 15 ppl who just celebrated my friend, justin's birthday in somewhere at the shoppping mall .

i WAS COMPLETELY shocked when some my friends are there but didnt let me know ....
seeing pictures in facebook did hurt me when i didnt get chance to celebrate friend's birthday
facebook did hit me , gave me a stroke when i saw those picturesssss

what shall i do ???
emmmm ... never mind ...